Update. It's been a while!

So, a lot has happened since the last post. I have realized a lot of what I want and what I actually have are two totally different things. I no longer work for TJ Maxx or Walmart but I just got a job at JC Penney!! I am excited to be working there soon because I need the money badly and the discount at holiday times will be great!! . I quit smoking (gasp, I know you read this mom). This is day two for me and I am going to go to my doctor asap and get something for a little assistance. I was not a huge smoker before but I am finding that it is a very very hard thing to quit. So snaps for me for quitting!! I am going to be starting school in February at the Lakewood School of Therapeutic Massage!! So so so so so so so excited about starting school. Just hope that by the time school starts I can be out of this rut I am in and finally start being happy!!! I know this was just a random post but it is my fast version of life going on right now... I will be back for more later!!