School, kids and everything in between..

Ok so school is ok great in all of my classes except for keyboarding and document processing. I am making all A's and B's in all of my classes!! Keyboarding is another story, I am behind about 6 assignments all because my darn software won't connect to my darn Word 2007. As soon and I can get someone to email or call me back from the Mcgraw Hill tech support place I can start to catch up but it is a pain in the ass to reach anyone there! Hopefully I will hear something by tomorrow and then I can take this new week coming up to catch all my work up and not miss out on too many points. The kids are doing ok. Sophie has a horrible diaper rash and had to go to the doctor but she will be fine. Nathan is going through some phase (hopefully) and he is nuts this week. All he wants to do is scream and hit and throw things. I don't know what I am doing wrong but what works for everyone does not work for Nate and I. I have been told to put him on time out, nope that isnt going to work since he would chew his arm off rather than just sit there for a few minutes. I think Nate is getting frusturated over the fact that when he gets upset he does not know what to say. When he is happy everything is fine and he can talk up a storm and he can speak clearly and I understand him, when he gets mad the words go away and the grunts and the hitting and tantrums come out. I get so frusturated and depressed over this because I think I am a bad mom for letting him act that way, but I just have no clue how to address this. Nathan is a good kid but I do think he should be evaluated possibly by his doctor because i think he has major anger issues. Today i took an online assessment for autism and it showed the results that he should be evaluated because of a lot of the things he does on a regular daily basis are on the list of possible autism symptoms. I will call a Dr. soon to see what they think I should do. I will keep everyone updated on this.